Under What Umbrella?

 as a christian, being in rotu sometimes makes me think and wonder.. imagine during the day when i’ll be di tauliahkan by YDP Agong, i’ll be wearing that white colour “One -dress” they called it; i’ll be wearing a songkok and every single button on my dress will be marked with “allah” and “muhammad”  and the badge on my beret will be “allah” and muhammad” too and there’ll be “allah” and “muhammad” all over me. and one the pangkat of bunga on my shoulder:”pegang teguh kepada allah”.. well , that’s the kind of “umbrella” i’m fighting under palapes.. perphas no wonder not much chinese join rotu, due to “less sense of belonging” and here they almost treat me like a “malay” and given me a malay name: Ahmad Nisfu, whereby “Nisfu” means “half” as if i’m half of a malay.

no matter what, i’ll be who i am, stand firm in the LORD tommy!

5 Responses to “Under What Umbrella?”

  1. Nydia Says:

    Hey,

    My dad was in the malaysian military too :) and he used to say how hard it was - not just the whole islam thing but also about the whole ‘culture’ there.

    So stand firm k? I’m sure u’re placed there for such a time as this - to be the light and the salt to those who dont know Him.

    God bless :)

  2. FaithHEW Says:

    hrm…be a beacon. you’re under the covering of Our LORD Jesus Christ. Proud of you dear!

  3. Tea Says:

    Wow… I dont know there are so many stories behind these… LoLz~~~ I never think any of it… Erm… LoLz~~~ dont know what else can I say…. Just passed-by and read it LoLz~~~ Enjoy your life LoLz~~~ and always LoLz~~~ LoLz~~~

  4. Kennt Says:

    if u r really believe in ur God,then no 1 can influence ur mind…

  5. tommyhew Says:

    to my malay friends that reads my blog, i’m not against u but just say out how i felt. let say u muslim put a dress that have “Jesus Christ is Lord” all over u; and like wise, that’s the point. u know?.

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